Everything irks me.

For the last 7 weeks, the longest stretch of sleep I have had is 3 hours.

I have become this terrible person. Everything irks me. I am short tempered.

I just screamed at my daughter because she was testing my patience. I made her cry and I feel terrible.

The husband annoys me – just by being in the same room.

I look at my son, and all I wanna do is give up.

I hate this me.

But I am just so tired.


Of course I have help. More help than most people. Yet, tired to the bone I am.

I just want to curl up in a corner – hide there, hope no one sees me, and bawl my eyes out.

I am waiting for this feeling to pass. I hope things fall in to place soon. Or I might possibly go crazy.

I shouldn’t feel this way because I know I am so blessed to have this beautiful family of mine.

Forgive me – this terrible me I have morphed into.