Everything irks me.
For the last 7 weeks, the longest stretch of sleep I have had is 3 hours.
I have become this terrible person. Everything irks me. I am short tempered.
I just screamed at my daughter because she was testing my patience. I made her cry and I feel terrible.
The husband annoys me – just by being in the same room.
I look at my son, and all I wanna do is give up.
I hate this me.
But I am just so tired.
Of course I have help. More help than most people. Yet, tired to the bone I am.
I just want to curl up in a corner – hide there, hope no one sees me, and bawl my eyes out.
I am waiting for this feeling to pass. I hope things fall in to place soon. Or I might possibly go crazy.
I shouldn’t feel this way because I know I am so blessed to have this beautiful family of mine.
Forgive me – this terrible me I have morphed into.